Okay so i just got back from the cruise! and it was amazingly fun. i made so much crazy new friends and shared alot of fun experiences with my close friends also. I was like freaken stressing with everything before i went on this trip but I felt God wanted me to have some fun before more stress comes in the way. I saw so many beautiful things throughout the cruise. So many stars above whenever I come to the top deck. Catalina island was amazing beautiful, swimming with the fishes, and jellyfish was awesome, feeling the seaweed underneath as i swam felt honestly amazingly fun and epic. :) God made me see the beauty of nature and the creation of his world especially his creation in the sea. I dont understand why people are careless about the world and environment. I dont understand how the oil spill is not a big deal to some people? and I cant understand how people still dont make a big change when the earths surface temperature is rising drastically. People need to see the complexity of the world. We all need to take a closer look at the world and open our minds. I learn that God has plans and purposes for us. But including stress? well of course he wants us to experience challenges in life but that also comes from our inner mind. We humans tend to think to much and worry about the future in stead of the present. also we tend to keep our mistakes and take anger towards ourselves for making that mistake and not letting it go which my coach told me . Now that Im a senior I have learned so much; however, I will have to face even more difficult challenges in life that i might not be able to handle. But I should have faith, and perserverance. I had so much fun in the cruise, i could not stop laughing, and smiling for every second of the fun moments I had. That experience should be the same when im at home, school, and at work. I should learn to have fun wherever i go and enjoy every moment of it. I am so thankful because God has worked in me and alot of people. Its incredible how God gives us our desires and needs, but sometimes we dont notice that...
People have been brainwashed in this media and society not just people in north korea and such. I feel We humans tend to trap in the bad esteems and we tend to carry on thinking of other things. The world is so complex. and another thing. Intelligence and wisdom are 2 very different things. The man-made world tells us that intelligence is more important and we leave wisdom out into the side line. Wisdom is so important to have in this world instead of wishing for money and love. I desire wisdom becuase its the most precise gift in the world anyone can ever have. I pray for many to ask God for wisdom in their hearts and mind. Wisdom then leads to bringing money to the needy and bringing love to the needy. Caring and goodchoice making takes part in the meaning of wisdom. I also learned to never back down on yourself and stay true to who you are. I began to get a gift of dance but did not know how much I really loved it. Before i was like whatever but ever since the cruise i began to fall in love with dancing more and more. whatever your passion is stay true to it and never let it go. never think it might be invisible to you because its not. Just remember to work out your passions for the good of things not the bad of things. God has shown me to appreciate what I have in this world. I am in awe of God right now.
